Tuesday, April 13, 2010

"Hey, hey. My. mmyyy. Rock n' roll with never daaahaaa." Don't ask me to explain, I have no idea what THAT song is stuck in my head. And the other is a wonderful song from India.Arie. Psalm23. Now that one's a keeper.

I woke up tonight, after an extended nap, thinking of that song. And thank God I did. I was dreaming about a demon right next to me in our big maroon chair. I'm positive it was symbolic of the fear I have of my test results tomorrow morning. And I'm sure "it" would be so excited to see my misery come to fruition. Should there be any. This thing was sitting in the corner mocking me, once again. These things, beings usually do. And they come in my time of need or during a time of my greatest fears. Funny thing is, it frightens me a bit, however, never takes over my soul.

This thing was sitting on the ground and would kind of slither around the edge of my bed. It wasn't a snake human figure or animal. It was just an ugly thing with a horrible voice. Something Ive never heard. Naturally, during my sleep, I was screaming and rebuking it. It would laugh at me. I was screaming so loud my voice would become distorted. Creepy. But finally, it was gone and I woke up having less fear. So I will safely assume it was the fear leaving me alone.

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